30 Jun
Saturday 30th June
Things I’m grateful for or that made me feel good today:
- Not being involved in some of the dreams I had last night.
- The Streptocarpus Black Panther is looking nice. It’s got 7 flower stalks on it right now, 3 of which are maturing. The Chorus Line is looking nice too.
- Having a lie in, seeing as I didn’t get to sleep until gone 1AM.
- In spite of my complaining, life is going pretty damn good.
- Automatically focusing on the good re the phone at Tesco’s last night.
- Getting paid for the shopping last night.
- Making arrangements to have the shopping money paid into the bank for me so I can pay the bill off straight way.
- I’ve decided to skin myself out and pay off the monitor bill. I’m doing it because it’s going to feel like carrying a balance otherwise, and I think that that’s a slippery slope. I know I’m not actually going to be “carrying a balance”, but it would feel like I am, and I’d rather not have to go into next months money.
- I had no coffee at all yesterday.
- But I’m going to have some today. I’ve just put a pot on to brew. The last of the current lot of ground coffee. It seems a shame to drink it.
Mind you, the new stuff off ebay will be here soon, so that’s going to feel like Christmas morning.
- My amazing imagination, that I can just get lost in. So vivid, so real. I mean, thankfully some parts of it aren’t real, but on the whole, it’s just amazing, that I have been given something like this.
- Alice Peacock. Most if not all of her songs speak to me in one way or another. And she has such a beautiful singing voice.
- Realising something about myself, that I had no idea about. See BFIT. I’m slightly proud about it, because I haven’t been taking Cerato.
- My mind/brain. I think I don’t really appreciate it enough, because it’s capable of doing so much. Like reminding me of things, or making things pop into conciousness, or giving me my imagination, and stuff, that’s just amazing.
- Having the idea to use the CD cakebox lids as plant saucers. They’re wide enough to accept all but the largest plant pots, they’re deep enough to contain the results of overzealous watering, it’s recycling and they’re less visible than a plant pot, so they don’t clash with the décor or the plant itself. And they’re free.

- A hot shower.
- Indoor plumbing. Not having to go outside in the rain to a smelly, creaky, windy shack to use the toilet.
- Having a house in which I can regulate the temperature. I can open/close a window, or turn the heating on (not that I ever do) to get the exact temperature I want. One of my friends lives in a rather old house (it was built before WWI) and it’s always freezing cold. No insulation. I’m glad I don’t live there.
- Organic bacon sandwiches.
- A hot cup of tea with some custard creams to dunk.
- Mom bought some half price raspberries back from her shopping expedition. Reminds me of the time I had some raspberries with some Vienetta.
- A chocolate Magnum. Just at the perfect stage of melting.
- Watched “Serenity“. It’s only £3.97 on Amazon. I’d pay way way more than that for it.
- It’s raining, and I’m indoors.

- My blackout curtains.

- Reading this post on a forum. Kinda appropriate, seeing as I’m taking Chicory right now.
- Looking back at the very beginning of this blog. 6 months ago. Seems like a long time. But I’m so immensely glad I started this blog. One amazing ripple.
- Tonight should be a good night to burn some papers. It’s been raining all day, so nobody should have any washing out.
- Chatted to Shaun.
- Chatted to Rani.
- Burned the papers I wanted to burn.
- Have had quite a good day overall.
Things I want to manifest:
- More positive focusing.
- Uncomplicated friends.
Things I’ve done for others:



